Conflict

Conflict has always been a constant in my life. Since I was little the people close to me have fought, yelled, screamed and thrown things. It all comes from something simple, miscommunication and feelings getting out of hand. It’s contagious and it trickles into me. I don’t even realise I’m yelling until the damage isContinue reading “Conflict”

Still here, just sleeping…

Hey so i know it’s been a while, I’ve been distracted, shocking i know. Life gets so busy making it hard to maintain anything. I have a tendency to get overwhelmed and as my life descends into chaos so does my mental state. There were a couple of weeks just past where i found itContinue reading “Still here, just sleeping…”

Connection

We have grown up in a society that harrows the idea of experiencing feelings and talking about the emotional experience. Because of this we developed negative or harmful mechanisms to deal with difficult shit on our own. Biologically, emotional connection drastically effects our brain chemistry and our outlook, feeling safe with someone where being vulnerableContinue reading “Connection”

Resolutions

Personally I value growth, expanding my abilities and working toward better habits. As you’ve read in other posts I talk of having been a mess for most of my life, it took studying counselling to realise my habits were harmful to myself and the people around me. Growth isn’t easy, it’s taken a lot ofContinue reading “Resolutions”

Identity

What does it mean to know yourself? Do we ever know ourselves the way we think we do? I suppose this is a bit of a rabbit hole of a topic, one that might send you mad if thought about too much. The very loss of identity becoming your identity. I feel like we createContinue reading “Identity”

Hello World

I welcome you to the inner workings of my mind! I just want to take a second to introduce myself. My name is Keanna, I’m 25 years old, currently working as a bartender whilst studying counselling. I live with my partner and my little dog: Matilda, affectionately referred to as; Ming, Muppis, Muppy, Pretty lady,Continue reading “Hello World”